AS I MUCHHHHH ASSSS I HATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE TO ADMIT.
i was looking through the older entries just now. like a few minutes ago. and....................it really hit me. times have changed. hes not like those ' i know i can count on you' kindda thing anymore. no more spontaneous
"eh where are you?" "oh.. at so-and-so" "meet me ah. i finishing work/etc" "okay ill be there in a while"
NO MORE. hahaha. silly me. hes sooooo long gone. only now tt reality strucked me. only noww i realised. if hes reading this, just wanted him to know tt he's being missed badly. and tt... aftr reading the past posts, i just wanted to say tt i really appreciate those times spent. it was beyond words. weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~ maybe he'll go..."ape siak dekni". or.... "whatever la eh". lol. aku rasa la kan. taktau pulak......
funny ah thinking abt the klakar times. like how he gave me the 'stitch' keychain when we're at vivocity after a movie nearing 12midnight when it was my bday. den he blanja makan at spize - or whatever its spelt like. den on his bday, he vomitted after eating till he cried. and i just stood there and laughed. HAHAHAHA. ok. now im smiling to myself. getting to know his close friends... those story-telling sessions at causeway point carpark after movies.
OK DA STOP. STOP ITTTTTTTTTTT.
ok tu je la. aku can go on forever.
loves, ints "sappy" santoso.
__________________________________________________________ "no room for sympathy, no room for sadness, no room for mercy."
